I used to think it was normal for me to have multiple things on my mind ALL the time. Seems I was thinking before my eyes opened in the morning. If I asked someone what they were thinking about and they said 'nothing', I could not understand that because I thought everyone's brain was like mine... it was always going 90 mph. Like right now.. I'm thinking about several different things to write about (is this right or the other one? ), should I go take photos today? What all do I have to do, make a mental list. What I have to do tomorrow, and several other things that my fingers can never keep up with by typing. ANYWAY!
ONE of the thoughts today was wondering if I should move back home to PA. In October my son and I went home for a visit, supposed to be 2 weeks and turned into a month. While we were there my grandmother had a stroke (she was 97 ), and 9 days later she passed away. So we decided we would move back home in the spring of 2011. All of our family lives there. My son and I are both divorced in Georgia and have no other family keeping us there. Before we left for PA, I was on my way to the photo club meeting and usually stop by the pier on the ocean for a walk. Yes, I met someone and I'll call him "D". He asked me for dinner and we made a date for when I returned. A month later we had dinner and things went great. We have been seeing each other 2 to 3 times a week since Nov. 16th. I never have smiled and laughed so much with a man. Although there is a very mysterious side to him that makes me want to protect my heart, it also excites me because I feel like sometimes I'm in a spy movie. Really, to hear some of the things he tells me. I have checked some of the things out and most of the background I have found is real. But the mysterious stuff I can't find. Hey, even if it's not for real, it is exciting for now. At least this one is not abusing me. First sign and I am gone! Granted I've been living without all that fun and laughter for many years but it's not worth it if it turns bad!
SO, now I wait and see what happens between D and I by the time spring gets here. If I see this has no future, I will have to move on and go back to PA. Well that is the plan for now.
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